i had a hard life bc my real dad raped me beat me up hit me and shit i was scared that was when i was 7 years old then i want to usa when i was 14 three days l;ater my dadraped me again and almost killed me i had a good bf then until he cheated on me im single now im scared of sex bc thats al he wanted was sex i love white guys im big time racist im 17 years old i love being in oregon nopw